In my adult age, my brain really seems to get stuck on the idea of structure and process… obsessing over it and desperately wanting to stick to it. I spend so much time coming up with ideas of what I want to do something, how I want to go about it, and really understanding why I am doing the thing. I may even obsess a little too heavily and make that one “thing” my whole life for a period of time.
But once that short period of time is over, I end up having obsessed too hard and burned myself out… no longer finding interest in the thing for a long while.
Today that “thing” is blogging, or having a home for my public writing online… really. This is a hobby I like, but struggle to keep up with for the reasons above and many more.
So here I am, giving it another shot. No structure. No reason. Just because I’ve been feeling it lately and just wanted to write something down and click that big ole “Publish” button.
Here’s to more. Either tomorrow, next week, or quite possibly years from now.
side note, it’s probably ADHD or something like that? right? it surely has to be.
